Something to gain and something to lose

cckcup ended.. cck lost its 3rd and 4th placing..
a game we can win, juz tat we lack of the winning mentality.. not as disappointed as we are supposed to feel..
it's a game we played all our players and learning from mistakes..
i did not have a good game.. but i learnt mistakes from wat ronglie told me.. some moves used were good against little kids.. but it's not when it's against bigger players.. those jiazhu players.. remember the last game before this 3rd and 4th placing, we were against a team consist half of national squad.. we fare well and lost to them by 6..

Ronglie did pointed out to me tat i used to play center, i have to get the explosive and agressive plays.. yeah.. he's right..
before my injury, i was much faster and more jumpy..
something i had to get back.. my agressiveness and explosiveness.. something to lose?
weight of cos.. been a problem to me since the last ngee ann trainings..
i put on weight and feeling heavy as i run, like in my secondary sch days...
haha..

ya.. definitely gonna hit the gym during my two months break.. lose some weight and gain muscles.. but all this can be done after my bloody exams.. hell shit..