juz wat's wrong with me?

wat's wrong with me?
had played for kaixuan in the And1 league and had won payalebar and yuhua.
glad tat the team won.. enjoy every moment during the match..
enjoy sitting down with my mates and making fun of the one playing.. haha.
but there's something wrong.. i cant play wat i wan to play..
usually in my trainings or juz playing leisurely, i can score like how i wan to.
but this tournament i cant play out wat i wanted to play.. imagine i got one 1!!! point in both matches.. i know points or statistis are not important.. but im really not helping the team..

isit because im those player who can train well and cant play well in competitions?or isit im not ready?
i feel im too rush to get points or trying to make something happen..

i've also realised wat alex said is true..
he told me i did not pose a threat when having the ball..
yea.. i think so..

so wat on earth happens..
i muz do something...

can anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mates?