2nd phase player?

played against RP
won
but disappointed
will rather laoheng dun use me..
was not even playing like a secondary sch player

disappointed cos only the score margin is big enough,
i will den get to play...
am not a 2nd phase player
i wan to win

not prepared to come on as a sub during the game..
tot 12 players used up..
loosen my shoelaces
but laoheng came over to tell me and gab to get ready..
wtf.. was he consoling us,bluffing us? or really gonna play us?
i dunno..
i went up,missed a shot, came back to the bench and warmed it up again..

i was thinking maybe if i go nyp, i can play more under guang fu..
but back to reality, i was like a shevchenko in chelsea..
he choose to rely more on yr 1 players than players who brought him a 2nd and 3rd position previous yr..(although i din played much cos of injury)
not saying our yr 1 is bad... we have good players like weijun, see guan and raven..
three players whom laoheng praised juz now..

dunno wat's up with me.. tat's probably wat i was thinking at the moment..
now if my coach wan to play me.. i juz play lor..
if not, den nvm lor..
win or lose i dun care so much liao..
it makes me feel like among the ones who were fighting for victory does not include me..


heck care..