Basketball-less

lost against SP
by 40 pts
score: 80-40
half...

we din play well.. seems like 5th and 6th place is not important...
SP's graduating players are happy to end this IVP this way..

played in the last quarter..
not good enough.. create few opportunities for myself and some for gad..
only few went in..

think i came for the match for the sake of coming..
i came late..
was feeling sick, hot breath, feverish, back and neck pain..
coach din coach us due to his tong whye meeting..
xiuhan took over..

dun feel like playing basketball for now..
no more passion i would sae..
seriously.. i din have any rest after my operation..
after the end of three months rehab.. i went on to run and play basketball..
my graft needs time to heal.. to attach to the bone..
u cant rush things.. the graft needs abt 1 yr to heal.. doc told me months back.. i ignore..

guess this is the time i can rest now..
IVP getting a 6th position out of 9 teams?
SIM and SMU i wun sae.. they are easier teams..
RP? i wun sae too..
finishing above them aren't anything to be proud of..
roughly i can guess tat there's some problems or watever in NP team..
saw some of them whisper to each other with their stern and serious face..
dunno wat are they talking abt..
i dun care now..
i juz wan a rest..

seriously.. i dun wan anyone to tell me im playing little because of my knee..
laoheng said to me a couple of times..
juz now xiuhan told me again..
when can i stop hearing that..
im confident of myself..
im recovering well.. im not injured! i dun feel any pain or discomfort in my knee..
the physiotherapist was oso confident in me and had discharged me..
my knee i know how to protect..
i jumped to my fullest during the match juz now and landed properly..
i have to admit.. i hestitate to jump..
but i know how to protect my knee..

perhaps im abit rusty..not as fast or strong as b4..
i know wat to do during tis time round..
i wont go and look for the passion in basketball.. instead i will let it find me..
strengthening my knee is next..
Sean told me juz now.. the more u strengthen, maybe u will play more..
i wan to jump higher than now in future..
maybe some of u will think tat's a wishful thinking of mine after having plagued by this injury..
but im gonna start training..


seriously.