had np training today.. and guess who's back..?
yeah.. it's leung waiming man..
lol.. get bigger in size sia... think 10 or 20 yrs more down the road,he will become a vending machine sia.. haha
guess it's the fun we have together with the np team tat brought him back..
juz playing 5 on 5 throughout the whole training..
laoheng was busy playing with two gals from the gals team.. haha..

shit la.. common test is juz two weeks away from now..
i dun even know wat my teachers are teaching.. and i had to even score as high as i could so i can have a better 2nd half of the sem.. =(

today juz feeling abit down.. maybe due to wat happen to training..
gets tired easily and can't play well..
darn..

nw going slp.. teacher aim me liao.. cant be late for tmr lesson..
nights!

sad me

back home from sch.. decided to skip np training..
miss two fridays in a row.. sms gab tat 'i have project' to do.. guess it will be easier for him to explain to laoheng instead of 'i dunno','not sure' when coach ask for me..
hot weather, shaky knee, bad stamina.. =/
know tat the selection is coming.. coach deciding to kick some players out..
swear tat next fri i will definitely come.. =)

hai....
i muz start searching for all the gals' frenster in np....
i muz find her in frenster man..
it's been so long since i have feelings with a gal..
she appears almost every thurs and fris.. and on both days,u can always see me in canteen 4..
do not knoe her name or whether she got a bf not.. =(
although she looks ugly or funny when she eats, i still find her cute man...haha.

everytime when thinking of approaching her, the tiny little timid side of me always shows up..
arrgh! why?? can the sch sell alcohol or something tat can boost my courage?
my heart thumps hard and fast whenever her eyes wander towards me..
this is the first time i feel this way in my 3 yrs in poly..
cant she be alone one time? juz one time................
she's in my mind now.. no matter wat things i do..
hai...

gotta lost 10kg in few weeks time..
always says tat but din manage to succeed..
weight is slowly increasing.. maybe i din train as much or i kept eating after training...!
den after tat i can gym all i wan.. especially my knee...
it muz be strong and fine to finish all my competitions..

tat's all i can say today..
gonna set friendster as my homepage now.... see ya =)

=)

pon my first two hours of IS..
my fren sms me and tell me to provide a mc if not i will get debarred..
oh man.. the word "DEBARRED"
yes.. i have to admit i've been skipping classes.. better change my habit or else im gonna be a year 4 student =X
had done my presentation for WISP.. im doing cashless careless.. quite a tough topic i would sae.
and i got a mission= to know tat china gal in my class.. she is sweet looking..
believe tat she took picures of me while im presenting.. =X haha..
and she happens to be in my ex classmates' class..
guess gonna get her num soon.. =)

after WISP,i headed down to SGH.. i have to drop by there to ask suelyn abt my knee..
always feeling pain recently whenever i try to jump hard or kick hard.. a real sharp pain which can hinder every movement of mine.. =(

After some massaging, she told me the acl is still intact.. it's probably because of the lack of menicus which the bone hit the bone.. guess im right.. it's the menicus problem..
she den told me to keep strengthening..
yayayayaya.. again strengthening..
argh.. ok.. i got no choice..
honestly, ever since i was discharged, i had stop strengthening my muscles.. i bluffed her tat i've been training my leg every week.. she looked at my muscles and said so small... kao..

upon hearing my knee is OK, i wanted to resume my training.. been eating alot these days.. have to shed the weights of me..
den after training,went to al azhar to eat and slack.. then head home..
tmr kaixuan's match.. against paya lebar again at 8pm..
guess i wont be going cos im not match fit..
=) kaixuan jiayou.. =)


AND oh ya.. gab.. better tell me ur address soon.. if not i will end up playing back cckcsc..
haha

out

sorry mates..
for telling a lie tat i got project to do..
in fact i am too tired for training..
i told gab and ray tat im not going for np training due to projects.. thanks for helping me to bluff laoheng.

den instead of training, i went down to my house bb court to play basketball..
guess tat it was the fun i usually had with my frens there tat lure me there.. haha..
but i hurt myself...

i slightly sprained my ankle, i tot it was nth as i can continue playing..
den after tat i hurt my knee again...it's not serious.. juz thinking maybe because it's lack of the menicus part.. =(
gonna find the therapist for a reassurance =(
and oso realise i pulled my hamstring slightly.. strained.
argh! fuck!

wont be attending trainings and the And1 league matches for a few weeks.
oso a time for me to reflect myself why the performance during And1 tournament like tat...

jiayou kaixuan.. =)

juz wat's wrong with me?

wat's wrong with me?
had played for kaixuan in the And1 league and had won payalebar and yuhua.
glad tat the team won.. enjoy every moment during the match..
enjoy sitting down with my mates and making fun of the one playing.. haha.
but there's something wrong.. i cant play wat i wan to play..
usually in my trainings or juz playing leisurely, i can score like how i wan to.
but this tournament i cant play out wat i wanted to play.. imagine i got one 1!!! point in both matches.. i know points or statistis are not important.. but im really not helping the team..

isit because im those player who can train well and cant play well in competitions?or isit im not ready?
i feel im too rush to get points or trying to make something happen..

i've also realised wat alex said is true..
he told me i did not pose a threat when having the ball..
yea.. i think so..

so wat on earth happens..
i muz do something...

can anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mates?

Fatigue within me

juz back from the last training of the week (NP).. juz some shooting drills..
did 100 3points and 50 free throws..
i din know i can shoot tat well honestly.. haha..
manage to complete the task.. dunno if the others finish it..

tmr will be playing the first match of the And1 league tournament..
against ye cheng yuhua.. at 7pm at Paya Lebar Kovan CC..
hopefully i can do well in tmr match and wishing that the shooting drills i did juz now pay off..
let's not underestimate the oponent and start the league well by winning..

after training, went to have dinner with ying xian ,gab and weijun at bukit timah hawker center.
stay there for quite long ,chit-chatting.. have some fun before going home..

seriously.. this few days im veri tired.. i even pon those morning lessons..
i also realised that my knee could not take it anymore.. i had to stand sideway shooting balls..
and afraid tat it will affect tmr match.. maybe because i did not ice my knee as often as i used to..

really hope tat the water under my skin of my knee can go off... it's abit swelling and hopefully by tmr the water can go off...

rest well..