Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Playing for Ngee Ann

Whenever i talk about ngee ann, laoheng will come straight into my mind..
Cos i owe him $200! damn.. everytime forgot to pay him...
must remember!!!!!!!!!

Today, I went down to Woodlands to play the final match of this tournament for ngee ann..
couldn't really got my way there, and halfway there i met Raymond so i went on with him..
It's the last match against Payar Lebar..
We won by quite a big margin i guess.. not really taking note of the scores..
We got 2nd and Whyenam got 1st den DOS 3rd..
Did not stay back to collect my medal... went straight home with Raymond. ( home is the best place =) )
initially, wanna stay back and take Val's car home, but Raymond is in hurry so i went off with him..

I played the full 3rd quarter and few mins before the final buzzer..
score some points.. yeah.. heng told me to relax and play, dun be greedy to take points.. slowly take them all..
I was playing at my max so as to reclaim my spot in the team.. i mustn't skip trainings anymore.. more trainings ah heng..
hope to underline my ability in ngee ann team..

wanna play in my last IVP. perhaps my last tournament before going to NS...
speaking of NS, i couldn't get a silver for my pull up. damn..
gotta run and pump for the rest of the days till jan 5... my NAPFA..

seriously need to shed weight... been saying so much but din act out.. arrgh!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Hit Down hard

Today, i went for a match at Kovan Paya Lebar CC
Went down by Val's car together with Prasad, Waiming and Alan..
It was a 4 teams invitational tournament ( Ngee Ann, Whye Nam, DOS, and Paya Lebar )

Played Against Val's team DOS.. juz for 2 mins and sat out all the way...
made a couple of free throws..
I had to admit that the feeling for not able to play sucks..
This is not the first time.. but i slowly began to understand why is it so..
maybe i did not go for the trainings and suddenly appear during the match day, or maybe I am not able to fit in into the ngee ann squad..
hmm.. but it's alright..
I had decided to give myself a chance to compete in the ngee ann team..
Whether getting into the team or not, I will take it as it is...
I will take the trainings ( if any ) as some physical trainings to get myself ready for the NAPFA test next month..

Great to have my ankle recover.. feel lesser pain and strengthening is needed..
Confidence level!



lowwww.................

Saturday, November 29, 2008

back to blog

It's 2.05am...
I still can't get to sleep.. haha.. was watching channel 8 now.. street fighter.. wtf
Hmm.. I had been busy for the past fortnight..
Many time was spent on my Final Year Project and I don't get any time to play basketball..
I got to prepare myself for the final panel presentation and my final report..
Project was all about Liquid Nitrogen Ice cream..
My group and I were trying hard to get the machine working..

haven been exercise for so long, i feel like im getting heavier and heavier le..
after the ankle injury, i din exercise much until today... still got abit of pain which i dunno why.. maybe i still need more rest..

played basketball with alan pang, aaron foo, sean,prasad and melvin, the freestyle champion...
was quite amazed by his skills.. i personally think he's cool and veri skillful.. and bit look ike jay chou man.. lol
few shake and bake, ankle breaking moves and sudden jumpshots.. he made the game so easy.. so easy to win.. totally cant defend him..
a joy to watch him play, some even sat down to watch him play.. till now i guess he has the best ball control i seen..

den two weeks from now will be my common test le.. although there is 2 modules tested, i need to give my best.. score as much as i can.. cos it will be the last sem im studying in np le.. graduating soon.. 3more month.. =)
oh ya.. there's still my napfa test.. still not sure i wanna pass it anot.. i wanna keng to get pes c..
or should i juz chiong.. i duno if my knee can take it but i think there's good and bad abt it..

next is abt basketball trainings.. i feel like going back to ngee ann training... i wan the fun back again .....!

Friday, October 31, 2008

Injured

This evening, it was Cck csc vs the Boon Lay csc..
We lost by 8 pts and it wasn't a tight game though.
We were losing by nearly 20 pts and we fought hard to catch up, but still, we could not get any miracles done.
This is the last match I will be playing for cckcc and will be playing for nanyang next.

While in the match fighting for a rebound, I land awkwardly and sprained my ankle.
There was an loud crack and I can feel it.
There was this numb feeling for awhile and then, immediately i feel the pain..
It was a sharp pain and i had to endure it.
I was lucky that i did not hurt my knee and that was a huge relieve for me.
Luckily the medic there told me it's juz a sprain and everything is alright.
Phew.. i juz need a few weeks rest.
On my other knee, I'm feeling normal now..

I went down to the Singapore General Hospital for a check with my physio..
and again was relieved to hear that i juz strained one of my hamstring tendons and nothing wrong with my ligaments.. =)

After the Boon Lay/CCK match, i was lectured by Ronglie..
Ya.. he was right.. Im juz too solo and offensive minded, he even asked me when had i ever pass to a nice open player for a shot. I think about it and he was right.. All I ever do is to take points and never an assist.. This is one thing i will take note.. and the way basketball should play.
I will remember this remark from him..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Im so scared

eeeewww... Surely you will get goosebumps looking at the pic here..
This is the so called hyperextended knee..
I was thinking whether i got hurt my knee..
The pain got better after i woke up the next day, but i fear i might have hyperextended my knee as i gathered infos from the web..
The symtoms and signs i got in my knee were described correctly in the web...
Now feeling so down and sian, i might have hurt one of the ligaments..
I want to play basketball.. I don't want to get another knee injury.. =(
I hope i only strained my knee that's all =(

Monday, October 27, 2008

=)

Hi.. I'm back to blog again..
Recently, I had been busy and lazy to do so because of my tiredness..
I had been playing basketball for the past straight days.
I ended my air alert 2 due to some migraine i got after working out..
the pain is unbearable and when i jumped the 11Th time, i can feel the rush of blood going through my brain.. so I decided to stop and keep balling for the rest of the days.

Last Thursday, CCKcc had won another Interconstituency match and that was against Keat Hong Csc.. Some of my friends were there and it's like playing a friendly match..
We won them by 20 plus pts margin.. and before our match, it's also great to see Boon Lay Csc lost to Pioneer csc..
Last shot in the last few seconds went in for Pioneer and they won..
It's pretty good to see Boon Lay Csc lose as I don't wish to play against pioneer again if Pioneer lost.. we were defeated by Pioneer by 36 points.. so I think it's not wise to play them again..

Then today Deepavali, Marc( Kaixuan coach ) treated us lunch at kushin-bo.. it was a nice Japanese restaurant and i ate a lot.. still remembering the night before, i was with Prasad, Waiming, Val, Qixiang eating Suki Sushi at cine..
From there, we met a few of the NP players there, Gabriel, Ron, Daryl, Demin, Zikun and Kelvin.. heard they were celebrating Darren's birthday..
OH.. By the way, Happy Deepavali to PRASAD
festival of light.. light u all up

Now, i am sitting at my desk, icing my right knee..
I do not know how i got the pain.. it makes me feel instable, kind of locked, but i don't remember hurting my knee or snapping my knee..
The pain is bit unbearable and i had to limp when i walked..
Really hope nothing wrong with my healthy knee.. i don't want another op..

And This coming Thursday might be the final match for CCKcsc.. when we play against Boon Lay.. the winner will reach the top 16 of the tournament.. The loser will play again next year.
I really hope we can win against Boon Lay.. then it will be the year we had played the furthest..
But with my knee condition like this, i am not able to play..
Really hope my knee will be at its 100% by Thursday and hopefully it is just a strain =)
OK.. I shall stop here.. Blog again =)

Monday, October 13, 2008

=)

mens open ended..
Of all 8 matches whye nam had played.. i played 4..
began to ask myself as a player, why is my attitude like this..
been missing for alot of matches and finding excuses to lie my coach..
arrgh.. Why had i become like this?

perhaps i should put a stop on bb first..
no motivations and energy to play..

recently.. been busy with air alert.. it's a planned workout to help u to improve ur vertical jump..
dunno whether it's true or not.. some players used tat to improve on their jump..
maybe i can test it on my own to see any results..

cckcc lost to pioneer..
it's a match.. well i dun think i need to play..
u put me in in the last quarter?
u play me when everyone gave up?
u still wanna win?
u think im tat good?
u think u are that smart tactician who need some other player to beg u to let me play..?
i dunno if there's some prejudice between u and me..
i observe it from the past few games u in charge? i play so little..
u are not a coach... juz a stand in useless thing...

next match in the loser bracket..
win or go home..
tired of basketball again man..

Sunday, October 5, 2008

=)

hi.. back again.. =)
been busy and tired for the past few weeks due to fyp and lack of slp
been clubbing veri often le.. broke =(

next for basketball.. sorry whyenam..
i had missed three straight mens open matches..
was lucky the first two were won and proceed on to round 2..
glad tat i can play a few more matches..
and today i smsed kangyi for the results abt today match( another one i had missed )

received the msg saying tat they had lost to some old uncles team.. dunno wat the team called..
not a good start of round 2
heard tat whyenam's grouping include minyi and yuhua..
hope to win the last two matches and go on to the semi =)

will be down for the match tmr at 8..
mux win.. slp now!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Whye Nam matches

finally men's open had started..
it started yesterday night when we vs the vervex team..
we won by 5 pts..
we should have played the last quarter easily if not for the slack defence we had in the 3rd..
we took the 17 pt lead for granted and almost letting them to make a comeback..

den after the match, i called prasad to ask him abt the final of the kovan cup, lost by 6 pts..
i tot we ( kaixuan ) can win.. but it's alright now.. i think i can make a trip down for the game 3..
muz win the medal!

den today whye nam played a team name meridian rent a car.. haha.. abit funny, but heard from demin tat's the sponsor name.. haha!
we play hard for the first quarter.. alot of our players did not actually come.. we ended up playing them with 7 players...
players rotation is veri fast.. i do not have enough breath to catch up, maybe because i slept at 7am in the morning.. no energy no everything..
and this is the second match i played without my knee wrap.. haha.. it feel normal when i did not think of it.. hope i can carry on playing without it.. it's a good thing for me =)

luckily we got the right people to come down, the scorers, the rebounders.. was veri impressed with our centers.. although they are 16 or 18.. they are really skilful at their age..
at the end of the match, we found ourselves winning the opposite with a comfortable 20 pt margin.. looks like i can go down to kovan to play the final game with kaixuan.. =)
hoping to win the medal.. and to play the last match with kaixuan..

am veri tired now.. and tmr got to wake up to go sch again.. darn!
nite...


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Overcoming the barrier

The playing of basketball had changed so much after recovering from this injury..
u need to be quicker, stronger, and much more aggressive to stay in the game..
this is how a basketball should be played.. and i know it..

last night i got a friendly against republic poly again ( playing them for the 6 or 7 times already this yr )
there was this thing tat keep bothering me throughout the game
whenever i scored a basket, i had to re-adjust my knee wrap which i had been using ever since returning to basketball after the injury..
is it the vast movement making it came loose or is it time to change a new one.. or isit time to stop using it?

i remember the doctor telling me not to rely on those knee guards or knee brace..
my coach oso told me to overcome this barrier.. he does not see those confidence i got in the past..

i wanted to play without the knee wrap, but i couldnt bring myself to do it as i scared i might re injure again.. my knee is strong now and tests had proven it.. but i still feel kinda scared to play without one..

i muz really overcome this barrier to play without the knee wrap..
pls pardon me if i dun play well =/

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

=)

finally im ready to blog..
past few weeks been busy with my FYP..
i'm so bored in sch.. merely juz wasting time in sch from 9 to 5.. although the last few days i came late..
change of supervisor.. =)
a supervisor who knows wat she want from our project group..
better than the previous one who dunno wat he wan from us.. so pathetic..
luckily i passed all my modules and next sem will be my last sem.. =)
graduating soon.. den army le.. =/

As for basketball, this coming week will be the start of the men's open
will be playing for whye nam.. few of the yishun and republic poly players..
getting to know them better after a few friendlies
whye nam is not a veri strong team, but will be playing hard to go next round and gain experiences playing with older players..

next week will be the start of the inter-constituency too..
will play either simei or panjang..
after playing with a few csc teams.. i suddenly think tat cckcc is not as strong as i think.. not much chemistry within the squad and oso a part time coach? a coach who dun coach us every matches.. dunno how we can play far like this.. tat is one of the reasons why i went over to nanyang csc..

congrat on team Kaixuan...!
made it to the final.. hope tat they can beat the payer lebar team to win the cup... =)
wont be there for the finals, but will be waiting for good news.. believe we can do it.. =)

=))))))))))))))))))))

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

NANYANG CSC vs BOONLAY CSC

last night i went for the match against boon lay csc..
i came late and arrived only in the 2nd quarter and sad to see my team was trailing by so much..
nanyang csc only managed 9pts while boonlay got 20 plus in the first quarter..
at first i tot it wont be a one sided match.. but it is when we found troubles scoring..

in the end we lost by quite alot. i saw dejected faces around after the match..
we lost alot because of our lousy defences, maybe one more thing is tat the coach is not around..
whereby boonlay is much more organised in both offense and defense..

it's ok tat we los, we know where are we, train hard now.. although i wont be joining nanyang csc for this yr intercon, really hope tat your will rain hard and well and play as far as possible.. i will be playing for cckcsc for my last yr here.. work hard together.. =)

next for the wai wei, will be joining whye nam.. been 2 yrs plus since returning there..
i did not even go for the trainings and yet my fren told me tat the coach reserved a spot for me.. was thankful to him, cos i tot i wouldn't be in the team..
tmr will be playing against cagers for a friendly at unity sec sch.. muz go for the friendly..

yesterday after the match, guan fu ask me why i did not pick up his call, he was finding to play for his team in wai wei.. i do not know how to ans man.. haha.. and i juz said i was busy tat time not realising. and i told him i went back whye nam..

hopefully everything will go well for the next few months.. cos there will be tournaments and soon the release of my exam results...

still need to go back to sch for my holidays.. argh.. find nothing to do there except cs and gym.. darn!






Saturday, August 16, 2008

=)

was a random day for me...
i went out with my fren ambroze at panjang plaza starbucks to study icont..
met him late and ate long john..
need to really buck up for the exam on tues.. not as ready yet..
after studying, went to my fren's house for some CS.. damn.. think my laptop going to spoil soon.. it keep restarting.. something wrong with it..
saw a quiz in gab's blog.. decided to play with it.. tat's how it goes...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i guess some part of it is right abt it..
juz a random post.. =)

Friday, August 15, 2008

Something to gain and something to lose

cckcup ended.. cck lost its 3rd and 4th placing..
a game we can win, juz tat we lack of the winning mentality.. not as disappointed as we are supposed to feel..
it's a game we played all our players and learning from mistakes..
i did not have a good game.. but i learnt mistakes from wat ronglie told me.. some moves used were good against little kids.. but it's not when it's against bigger players.. those jiazhu players.. remember the last game before this 3rd and 4th placing, we were against a team consist half of national squad.. we fare well and lost to them by 6..

Ronglie did pointed out to me tat i used to play center, i have to get the explosive and agressive plays.. yeah.. he's right..
before my injury, i was much faster and more jumpy..
something i had to get back.. my agressiveness and explosiveness.. something to lose?
weight of cos.. been a problem to me since the last ngee ann trainings..
i put on weight and feeling heavy as i run, like in my secondary sch days...
haha..

ya.. definitely gonna hit the gym during my two months break.. lose some weight and gain muscles.. but all this can be done after my bloody exams.. hell shit..

Monday, August 4, 2008

hello everybody

POLITE games had ended.. NP team got 4th .. =)
wasnt a veri good outing for me.. but it's all over now..
CCK cup is next.. i will be playing for cckcc for the inter-constituency this yr, but will be playing for nanyang csc for the boon lay cup i guess..

won zone 1 and lost to cashew csc today.. by a few pts..
a veri good start for us.. shots were made and rebounds were collected..
all went well until the philipino referees decided to join us in the contest in who shall win this match..
bad calls were made, travelling, blocking, offensive fouls all tat cost us the game..
several players were arguing with the ref and obviously it had stirred up unwanted feelings and we played bad basketball..
three of our centers fouled out and with 3mins plus remain but we were still leading..

easy baskets were made as we do not secure the rebounds.. i know rebounding is veri important now so i would try to help out as much, but to no avail..

i know i can do more and better in the defensive side..
although collecting 20+ pts for the team, i still think that i had not done enough..
if our defensive effort can be raised, i believe we would not have lost.. is a game we should and could win..
but it's okay, won the next match and we will be in the semi.. =)

exams are around the corner.. now definitely not in the mood to study.. so much competitions are going on.. next i dunno whether i should play for the upcoming mens open.. my fren had called me to go whye nam with him.. but unsure whether i will be playing or not..
stamina and confidence is wat laoheng highlighted to me for not playing me in the POLITE games.. but it's okay.. i will get it back slowly.. =)

Monday, July 21, 2008

GOOD LUCK

Good Luck NP Team =)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

'dont wanna play anymore'

NP lost to NYP..
i wasnt sad, sian, or pitied for the team..
i feel nth.. cos i din play.. win or loss doesn't matter to me..
after the debrief.. i saw some unhappy faces.. yeah.. i doze off when laoheng was speaking..

been 2nd consecutive matches i sat out for the whole game..
i got no mood to play basketball for NGEE ANN.. yes.. NGEE ANN..
i duno why now..
maybe im not a good player.. i dun deserve the any minutes on court..

at first before the start of the first game against sp.. my confidence was veri high.. the most confident in my three yrs in ngee ann.. i 'knew' i got minutes to play against sp..
but why am i so confident im going to play.. alot my frens said i had improve as a player.. even laoheng oso told me that everytime i got the ball, get into the paint and attack the basket.. he highlighted to me my good points as a basketball player cos he knoe i can score points from there.. and he told me how i score many points before i was out against tp 2 yrs back..
and tat is why i think i will play against sp..
but now i dunno why he's rotating the few usual players even though they were not at their best. no offence to the usual players but i really think other players can be at their best against diff oponents rite?

now im lost of confidence.. i dunno how to get it back..
i told myself against nyp i will be playing but again i was left out..
the motivation and confidence had lost..
i remembered how pp players coaches tell me tat be ready for any matches even though u not playing.. yea.. even though im ready, i do not have the confidence anymore..

now i know how my players feel in the game of Football Manager.. getting left out by me..

now deciding whether to go down rp on monday not...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Some playing time pls..

finally pol-ite games start..
first match against sp and we lost.. by 1 pt..
not a veri good first outing as we cant capture the win..

we could have won the game..
i did not play the match.. but it's okay.. juz sitting by the side to cheer for the team den it's good for me already..
when sitting on the bench, i got a big urge to take points..
juz tat i din get the chance to go up.. i know tat the next few matches i will be going to play
eh! laoheng.. waiting hor! *&@%$
have to score as much points as i could..

now tired le.. going to slp.. update more later
=)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

had np training today.. and guess who's back..?
yeah.. it's leung waiming man..
lol.. get bigger in size sia... think 10 or 20 yrs more down the road,he will become a vending machine sia.. haha
guess it's the fun we have together with the np team tat brought him back..
juz playing 5 on 5 throughout the whole training..
laoheng was busy playing with two gals from the gals team.. haha..

shit la.. common test is juz two weeks away from now..
i dun even know wat my teachers are teaching.. and i had to even score as high as i could so i can have a better 2nd half of the sem.. =(

today juz feeling abit down.. maybe due to wat happen to training..
gets tired easily and can't play well..
darn..

nw going slp.. teacher aim me liao.. cant be late for tmr lesson..
nights!

Friday, May 16, 2008

sad me

back home from sch.. decided to skip np training..
miss two fridays in a row.. sms gab tat 'i have project' to do.. guess it will be easier for him to explain to laoheng instead of 'i dunno','not sure' when coach ask for me..
hot weather, shaky knee, bad stamina.. =/
know tat the selection is coming.. coach deciding to kick some players out..
swear tat next fri i will definitely come.. =)

hai....
i muz start searching for all the gals' frenster in np....
i muz find her in frenster man..
it's been so long since i have feelings with a gal..
she appears almost every thurs and fris.. and on both days,u can always see me in canteen 4..
do not knoe her name or whether she got a bf not.. =(
although she looks ugly or funny when she eats, i still find her cute man...haha.

everytime when thinking of approaching her, the tiny little timid side of me always shows up..
arrgh! why?? can the sch sell alcohol or something tat can boost my courage?
my heart thumps hard and fast whenever her eyes wander towards me..
this is the first time i feel this way in my 3 yrs in poly..
cant she be alone one time? juz one time................
she's in my mind now.. no matter wat things i do..
hai...

gotta lost 10kg in few weeks time..
always says tat but din manage to succeed..
weight is slowly increasing.. maybe i din train as much or i kept eating after training...!
den after tat i can gym all i wan.. especially my knee...
it muz be strong and fine to finish all my competitions..

tat's all i can say today..
gonna set friendster as my homepage now.... see ya =)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

=)

pon my first two hours of IS..
my fren sms me and tell me to provide a mc if not i will get debarred..
oh man.. the word "DEBARRED"
yes.. i have to admit i've been skipping classes.. better change my habit or else im gonna be a year 4 student =X
had done my presentation for WISP.. im doing cashless careless.. quite a tough topic i would sae.
and i got a mission= to know tat china gal in my class.. she is sweet looking..
believe tat she took picures of me while im presenting.. =X haha..
and she happens to be in my ex classmates' class..
guess gonna get her num soon.. =)

after WISP,i headed down to SGH.. i have to drop by there to ask suelyn abt my knee..
always feeling pain recently whenever i try to jump hard or kick hard.. a real sharp pain which can hinder every movement of mine.. =(

After some massaging, she told me the acl is still intact.. it's probably because of the lack of menicus which the bone hit the bone.. guess im right.. it's the menicus problem..
she den told me to keep strengthening..
yayayayaya.. again strengthening..
argh.. ok.. i got no choice..
honestly, ever since i was discharged, i had stop strengthening my muscles.. i bluffed her tat i've been training my leg every week.. she looked at my muscles and said so small... kao..

upon hearing my knee is OK, i wanted to resume my training.. been eating alot these days.. have to shed the weights of me..
den after training,went to al azhar to eat and slack.. then head home..
tmr kaixuan's match.. against paya lebar again at 8pm..
guess i wont be going cos im not match fit..
=) kaixuan jiayou.. =)


AND oh ya.. gab.. better tell me ur address soon.. if not i will end up playing back cckcsc..
haha

Friday, May 9, 2008

out

sorry mates..
for telling a lie tat i got project to do..
in fact i am too tired for training..
i told gab and ray tat im not going for np training due to projects.. thanks for helping me to bluff laoheng.

den instead of training, i went down to my house bb court to play basketball..
guess tat it was the fun i usually had with my frens there tat lure me there.. haha..
but i hurt myself...

i slightly sprained my ankle, i tot it was nth as i can continue playing..
den after tat i hurt my knee again...it's not serious.. juz thinking maybe because it's lack of the menicus part.. =(
gonna find the therapist for a reassurance =(
and oso realise i pulled my hamstring slightly.. strained.
argh! fuck!

wont be attending trainings and the And1 league matches for a few weeks.
oso a time for me to reflect myself why the performance during And1 tournament like tat...

jiayou kaixuan.. =)

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

juz wat's wrong with me?

wat's wrong with me?
had played for kaixuan in the And1 league and had won payalebar and yuhua.
glad tat the team won.. enjoy every moment during the match..
enjoy sitting down with my mates and making fun of the one playing.. haha.
but there's something wrong.. i cant play wat i wan to play..
usually in my trainings or juz playing leisurely, i can score like how i wan to.
but this tournament i cant play out wat i wanted to play.. imagine i got one 1!!! point in both matches.. i know points or statistis are not important.. but im really not helping the team..

isit because im those player who can train well and cant play well in competitions?or isit im not ready?
i feel im too rush to get points or trying to make something happen..

i've also realised wat alex said is true..
he told me i did not pose a threat when having the ball..
yea.. i think so..

so wat on earth happens..
i muz do something...

can anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mates?

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Fatigue within me

juz back from the last training of the week (NP).. juz some shooting drills..
did 100 3points and 50 free throws..
i din know i can shoot tat well honestly.. haha..
manage to complete the task.. dunno if the others finish it..

tmr will be playing the first match of the And1 league tournament..
against ye cheng yuhua.. at 7pm at Paya Lebar Kovan CC..
hopefully i can do well in tmr match and wishing that the shooting drills i did juz now pay off..
let's not underestimate the oponent and start the league well by winning..

after training, went to have dinner with ying xian ,gab and weijun at bukit timah hawker center.
stay there for quite long ,chit-chatting.. have some fun before going home..

seriously.. this few days im veri tired.. i even pon those morning lessons..
i also realised that my knee could not take it anymore.. i had to stand sideway shooting balls..
and afraid tat it will affect tmr match.. maybe because i did not ice my knee as often as i used to..

really hope tat the water under my skin of my knee can go off... it's abit swelling and hopefully by tmr the water can go off...

rest well..

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

A Day SPOILT !$%^#

Man united 1 Barcelona 0
Scholes scored.. good for united and their fans..

was happily watching the united-barca highlights in youtube when i decided to di-siao someone from my msn list.. cos her nick sounds so happy ma..
i told her tat man united wont win this season.. and all of sudden the conversation became so serious.. telling me to respect the team one's supporting..
-_-" oh well.. ok.. i sae juz jk all this.. trying to tell her it isnt something we gonna seriously "debate" abt.. and she juz told me off and wrote tat in her blog.. and saying tat she had juz delete some shitty pp from her msn...
tat was something which really pissed me off...!

HELLO!!!! U're the one who added me in ur msn okay....
and still expecting me to ask who are u for a couple of times..
kelyn,kelyn,kelyn is wat u said..
and u expecting me to know who is kelyn??
cant even give a proper intro abt urself but now i guess i know who's kelyn now..
something? an unreasonable girl...

asking me to respect the club one's supporting when she called Chelsea a "chelsai" ?
who's tat shit..? a pot calling a kettle black?
i know all pp spammed u telling how united will lose.. but cant u get right things right,before even telling pp off?
wat an idiot.. still openly wrote tat in her blog, deleting some shit pp..
i even post a shoutout tat u are the one who added me and the one who is not respecting any teams is u and u calling me a shit?
and then u clear ur shoutout or tagbox juz to get away? tat's wat i think for ur actions done
cant even take jokes well and wanna be such a die hard fan of man united??
dun let me see u in sch ok..

enough of idiot.. basketball next
i recently found out tat i dun find any joy playing for cckcsc..
some pp i cant work with,some pp who find speaking to me is a problem, some pp who i dun see in any trainings, some pp who think highly of themselves..
i decided to sae this in my blog cos i dun wanna hide the feelings within me..
juz find no joy playing for cckcsc..

and juz now after kaixuan's training, gab told me to play for nanyang csc and all a while im excited over it.. i dunno why?haha

but i decided to give it a try for this yr cckcsc cos the team now is stronger than the previous yr..
hopefully some things change..

tmr no sch.. labour day =)

Monday, April 28, 2008

Trainings trainings trainings

So much things happened this month..

sch starts, final yr project,NP selections and trainings,kaixuan trainings, And1 league tournaments and even re-selection of captain! (haha)

Some stir ups in the ngee ann basketball team.. after waiming decided not to play basketball.
Captaincy was appointed to SeeGuan and he planned to change the coach.As he wanted to win, he told thomas abt his idea of changing a coach and bringing in mingxiang. I'm probably the last one to know abt this news and was completely startled, thinking he shoud lead the team, not change the team rite?
maybe he got his own way of thinking, but i think he should consult us before telling thomas abt the changing of coach.

Discussions were held but i overslept at home.. heard from jinjian and demin tat the coach remains but the captain goes... hahah

A new captain is voted out and daryl got the most votes follow by gabriel and jinjian as vice..
i voted gab as the captain and jj,daryl the vice..
but not much differences anyway.. a more popular captain i guess...
hopefully.. there's something ngee ann can achieve in my last yr..

And1 league gonna start this saturday at paya lebar kovan against yuhua zone 2 at 7pm..
got tired by the trainings recently,lots of icing for my knees.. hopefully both can bring me further.. it's been so long since i got so much trainings.. i'm happy abt it and coach told me to train in tongwhye too.. another training.. =/

lastly, nth much in sch.. final yr project veri relax =)
other groups had started their reasearch during lessons whereas i can enjoy myself with the freetime,gaming running around in sch,gyming during lessons.. supervisors and lecturers in charge of our project(liquid nitrogen ice cream) always gone missing.. it's either they have labs or classes... not much info regarding wat we gonna do in this project..
hope to change to another project or i really cant enjoy my two months vacation..
tmr ngee ann training... =)
slp early..

Monday, April 7, 2008

Where's the touch?

dribbles,speed,stamina,left handles are things which will make me better... i guess..

Saturday, March 8, 2008

New updates

It's been so long since i last wrote my blog.. and even forgot i got one..
been playing basketball for almost everyday... =(
getting afraid of basketball soon..

made a lot new frens ever since the court reopens..
get even closer with my neighbours too.. in fact i see them almost everyday...
had a lot of fun together...

juz now, at abt 12 plus, was chatting with frens in my msn when suddenly i feel a little hungry..
i went down to the mac below my house and grab a bite..
was on my way there when my fren ah yong called me asking me where to go tmr..
was happily chatting with him when i saw few guys loitering around near the basketball court, but guess it was none of my business..
den i saw someone following me, guess tat he was heading to the mac as well..
juz when i was abt to turn, tat guy( a small little guy dressing in green and in his skinny jeans, walking like someone had juz poked his ass, looking sibei guai lan) ask me something..
here's a little conversation which i think it was stupid and funny...

Little guy:你是哪里人?
Me: 什么哪里人,我住这里。。
Little guy: 你是哪里人?
Me: 我不是什么哪里人。。
Little guy: 你走路可以走好一点来吗?
Me:我走路这样关你什么事。。

He then turned back and walked away..
i was a bit pissed when he asked me those stupid qns, spoiling my mood to eat..
and this little conversation i think was overheard by my fren.. he was like so enthusiastic all of sudden.. he ask me where am i and he's coming to reach me...
i waited in the mac and rapidly, he was there with me asking wat happen..
den he contacted his other fren ah hong who lives on the ninth floor above me down to talk..
we met and started talking abt this things..
both of them were fighters in their younger days, knowing their background earlier...

then my frens went to confront them and happen tat one of them is their fren's sis.. they were happily chatting instead but heard from ah hong.. a few of the guys came and asked “an zua" in hokkien.. then hong lit up his cigarette and flexed one of his legs, guess he was trying to show his fully tattooed leg..
and everything went right again...

those small little kids are the ones im dulan with...
wat the hell are they doing late in the night and trying to find troubles...
even if they wanna find troubles, still stupidly pick a guy of my size...
haven even completed their puberty stage wanna pick me for troubles
feel like beating them up..
seriously, if that little guy continue making me piss, i will throw a punch down rite into his eye..

guess the next time when i saw that guy who ask silly qns, i will stare at him..
wtf.. dunno why kids these days look and grow as if there are food shortage in singapore.. so skinny and short... and wanna be so guai lan somemore...

brain with weeds growing and abnormal size shrinkage..
if they look good i dun mind them asking me silly qns..
gotta beat up all those teck whye sec guai lan kia.. who wanna join me...?